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SO MANY TRIALS NOT EXPECTED IT CAME BY
SURPRISE disconcert AND horrified.
THESE THING HAPPEN TO OTHER PEOPLE NOT to ME..
IT STUNNED ME "THE FACTS!!!!!"
LIKE I WAS disconnected OBSERVING,
"OTHERS NOT MY LIFE,"
I WAS NUMB AND IN SHOCK.
THE FEAR DID NOT SET IN TO MY MIND ,
THE REALITY
" I WAS NO LONGER IN CONTROL"
A NOTION AN ASSUMPTION WE ALL MUST
PRESUME.........
JUST DOING MY BEST TO STAY STRONG AND DETACHED
FROM THE TRUTH,
OUR BODIES ARE MORTAL OUR TIME IN THIS WORD
IS brief, fading , momentary AND fleeting IN THIS INFINITE immeasurable EXISTENCE OF CONTINUAL life on EARTH.
I DIDN'T SEE IT COMING I STILL REMEMBER HOW I BELIEVED THAT I WOULD HAVE A LONG
* unblemished LIFE.
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